It All Fell Apart

It’s been a long time since I’ve wrote here, a longer time still since I’ve viewed this as any sort of a sanctuary. It’s been equally long since I’ve had anything resembling stability at work. In my last post, I had some serious (and not surprisingly well-founded) concerns about being separated from my then-manager. Because ...

Changes 1

Life has a funny (ironic?) way of working out some time. I finally start to get comfortable with work, the day-to-day there…and then get smacked upside the head hard with a some pretty heavy-duty changes. My manager, who has essentially been my boss from day 1…will no longer be so come November 1st. He accepted ...

Balance 2

It’s been a long time since I’ve wrote here, a longer since I’ve cared if anyone even still reads this anymore. It’s funny how something that was once cathartic is now largely an afterthought. I can only surmise it’s part of the ongoing battle to find balance in not just my mind, but my life ...

Control 3

The topic of control has been on my mind a lot these days, presumably because my life is lacking it utterly and miserably. I continue to be tormented by panic attacks, continue to fight with a short-term disability group that wants to drag their feet on the process, even though with what the Doctor has ...